dun shit where u eat.
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soopa lame.

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Salaam'alaik.

One Ramadhan has passed.
1/2 of Syawal is particularly poof-ed!
And all i've been busy with is with impending pressure @ work.

Closure of financial years are uber stressful, seriously!
So many things, so little time..

I'm fighting so many wars in my head.
Sometimes i'm confused of which role i'm playing in each individual wars.
I'm the knight in some, the horse in some, the pawn but never the queen.
Such's life!

Particularly disappointed with some lurved ones.
Decisions are made without common logical thinking.
If everything is to be taken without deliberating on important facts and based on the most logical reasonings.. its freaky aint it?

Questions after questions have been hovering around my thick skull. Whys and hows?
Questions that they dun have answers for anyway..

Everyone thinks that I'm egoistic for behaving badly, in reaction to this.
Believe me, he is the last person i want to hurt living my life.
But i have to put my point across that I am only human.
There are questions that I need logical reasoning for.
And all these are not not answered.
Even I am the last one standing, I will not agree to it.
You guys can really say wat u want.
I will stick it up with my decision.

So u guys think about it.
Akal itu hadir untuk berfikir.
Bukan untuk dibuat hiasan semata2!

Meanwhile.. i'm dealing with it like an ice queen.
As that is wat i play best in life.
Cold. Distant and Forever Ready to Snap!

Till then.
Lets see wat unfolds.

Ya Allah, jauhkanlah perkara yang kurang disenangi supaya ia tidak memberi aku ruang untuk berkelakuan kurang adab dengan orang2 yang aku hormati dalam hidup. Berikanlah kami Hidayah Kamu ya Allah untuk melalui segala dugaan yang diberi olehMu, Ya Allah. Jauhkanlah kami dari segala kesedihan dan tangisan ya Allah. Sinarkanlah Nur pada hidup kami, ya Allah. Aku memohon perlindunganMu Ya Allah. Engkaulah yang Maha Mengasihi lagi Maha Mengetahui. Aaamin!