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salaam all.

this would be a heartfelt input.. so for people who knows whats goin on.. read it with an open mind.. do not be clouded by personal emotions as I would not want to strike any bad chords anymore..

wat i would be writing is wat i really really feel. all this while. and knowing that you've erased me. and notified me why you do it. i guess its high time i write off how i am accepting things too.

i cant speak for the rest. but this is how i feel.

dear lil bro.

you've came into my life, close to my heart. like a lil brother.
we shared. life's ordeals. feelings. practically treating you like my own.

and with you and the rest i felt really happy. somehow complete.

squabbles. quarrels. misunderstandings.
we've gone thru it with stride. still fighting to keep things together. in one. as one.

but somehow things took for a turn.

i'm not blaming you. cos there's nothing to blame you about as you've said that wateva happens, happens for a reason.. my sentiments exactly.

and so since there's no one to blame and perhaps we have just to take it that Allah's teaching us something out of this. i have sat dwn and reflected.

a short msn conversation with you just now has put the light as to wat i felt like darkness in my heart and mind before that.

there's nothing to be sad about.

in fact i should thank you for all the things that i've not known before. for making me learn that we humans are still gullible in our actions.

i thank Allah for the short lil moments in our journey called LIFE.

yes. I would walk away.. since you've have turned ya back and started to walk away too.

I would pray that you will be led to good things in life. and for you to find solace in your journey in life too.

Have a blessed journey, In His Will.

I have ended my duty as a sister, but rest assured I will continue to do my part as a fellow Muslim.

Thank you Khairi.

One day, the truth will prevails. and the unspoken will be put to light. Just keep on believing in the Greatness of Allah.

Khalas. I'm done and over. and now. outs.

salaam all.

good morning people. a refreshing weekend indeed.

saturday was whack (first half of it) cos i was on duty on that day.. i had a close call with a nasty one at the end of my duty slot. dangs. =(

but it was a start to a wonderful part of the weekend. the meet up with the genq! whooo-hoo.

we've got 5 tixes to danstari 2008 @ eunos cc. yeah. you'ld have guessed. it was tasha's dance performance.. and this time.. yeah. she's performing.. hehs =)

and so off we headed to woodlands for lil bro to pick all of us up..

we reached eunos cc. pick the tixes up from tasha and it was really a journey.. a cool performance. really really nice.

and of course laarh. the dancer looks good *points @ tasha*

we bumped into khairi and gf. tho we didnt lepak together laarh kan cos we're goin to dja's opis to eat. hungry ley. whole day never eat.

so afterall.. it was a happy occasion. takde tension2. tension2 pun tak guna beb.

psst. for everything that happens. happens for a reason. tapi beyond that. sila duduk muhasabah diri sendiri.. kalau tidak ada angin. masakan pokok bergoyang kencang?

enjoy the pixes everyone! lurve. lurve. =)


dja.beshtie.me


da lil bro


them


us and tasha


tasha and me


dja and tasha


hungry dja. plus us too. hehs =)

haha.
oswell. it seems that after a short stint of the 'ugly and unfair and rather rude' ride on the illusive throne, you decide to eat your balls back? - i could really see cheeks swelling there. hehs-

did you had nuff?

of all the profanities?

of spewing illogical and baseless namecalls?

of your egoistic approach on all things? lu menang suma-suma benda dalam dunia?

where's ya comrades darling?

eating their balls back too?

my god. you people. such loosahs.

sorry. i dun mean to be like you. really.

believe me. i really hope that i'm not gonna be you.

we can. we can choose to act our way in here. but we're here to chill. not to create some kinda mafia movement? neither we're here to run presidency over the parliament?

c'mon. you've gotta be more than that dude.

if you've got ilmu, channel it to the correct path.

if you've got all the riches, pls do ya bit accordingly.

if you've not nothing, you dun lose anything just being yourself!

aniwae, where are you now after all those? still at the same place? NOWHERE?

our lives too short for these lil EFF-ing things.

i'm blogging my 2 cents worth.

takder orang carik champion kat sini. salah tempat.

nak fight pi gelanggang. fight your balls off, for EFF we care?

i'm not here with anyone or for anyone. if i'm fighting.. i'ld be doing it for my own cause.

cos this is not wat my masyarakat taught me. we're muslims. we're about peace. we're from the asian continent, taught to be the most sopan of individuals.

we can be open and modern and with tamadun. so pls. dun act like animals.

so amcam? mau pukul curik lagi kah? takmo. sendiri rasa akibatnyer nanti.

takmo arrh kay? be the best of gentlemen. and ladies. be the most worth of yourself here.

my 2 cents worth. period.

salaam people.

and so i'm shleepy now. ~ZzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

i didnt had too much forty winks during the weekend so..

Friday was a bang. Off to JB with my big brudder. little brudder and beshtie.

After a long lepak session, i returned home like about 6am in the morning lorh.

And after only like a couple of hours. I hadta wake up to accompany dad for bfast and then off to prepare for the company movie event.

Dun need to guess. I was sitting in between beshtie and assyafii.. and guess wat? I dozed off to Narnia too.. hahaha. i didnt watch it. but i revisited it.. in my short 'theatre-ical' slumber. hehs. =)

And off we went to have dinner with the lurvelies.. the extended faaah-mee-lee! la familia..

We had korean bbq @ Han River..

Wat would go wrong with loved ones and a good dinner to boot? Nothing.

We had fun kekek-ing.. and then merepek-ing during the lepak-ing session.

So enjoy the pixes. Thank you bros and sis. For making the date.



me.dja.shikin.pakcik


afiq.piee.beshtie


da ladies


pakcik looks good when he smiles


da boys


mesyuarat luar tingkap.addhoc.


lover's conference

hehs. =)

and yesterday i went to the disney restaurant for this.. and just this..


mickey shaped pizza

weekend's was a blast. yeyhoo!