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salaam people.

lots have been boggling my mind since the tagboard incident...

war of words and hurls of abuse has been exchanged in my board...

although my heart sank to see all those abusive words, i had to succumb to it... those words kept replaying in my mind and i am very sure that those are meant for me to wake up and smell reality...

i did... although i still am dazy from the punches and all, in the most beaten state, i am taking those abuse in my stride..

if i have eva hurt anyone of you out there... i am apologising... you can kill me with your words... but just do not pull and drag all of my family members into the picture, for they never deserved this treatment... they never deserved hurls of abuse...

i have my shortcomings in life... i do... am sure everyone does... pls pardon me of all those...

it came to a point where i had to track the IP addresses of those and had a gal pal to track down those (thanks gal pal!) and having all those... i do not know where to go... should i go report abuse?? should i?? what if that person was my own friend... what if that person was an office colleague?? what if??!!

i sat down to discuss this with an Investigation Officer friend of mine... whom was all into me reporting and lodging the case... was all set for me to go down to the Police Station to do it.. when i called him and say... "Dude! I aint ready to go up and down the station for statements and investigations laar... I am just half hearted at the moment.. Have yet to receive a Go Ahead from HIM laarrr.. "

Told him that I'll definitely go to him when i'm all set to go ahead with that decision...

Hopefully i dun have to resort to statements and legal liabilities for all these laarrr... I'm emotionally exhausted and drained...

Till the next nudge from HIM...

i'm seeking solace... teary hugs and kisses